This happened: I gave my Power away. It was not the first time.
I Am okay; it’s over; I Am relaxed now. (Well, not so; perhaps in time.)
Hummingbird: Driven by its need for sweetness, its entire Being resonates at the frequency of Nectar so as to fill its wee Self with a necessary satiation that never quite comes, or so it seems. This is the miracle that IS Hummingbird.
What drives us puny humans? (You’ll bristle when I call us puny, but puny we are when compared to Hummingbird.) The deepest drive in me is to sit at the feet of “God-as-Hummingbird” (or God-as-Cedar; or God-as-Moon) and to, as Joanna Macy says, “sustain the gaze.” I fail at every attempt. Except for the times when I don’t.
That most “prolific and cherished poet,”* Mary Oliver, speaks of the “holiest of laws: Be alive until you are not.”** She also admonishes, “Let me keep my distance, always, from those who think they have the answers.”*** I am painfully learning both edicts.
If Hummingbird is, like us, anxious about finding its nectar, is it aware of its anxiety? I don’t believe so. Hummingbird, like God, simply IS.
Oh to be so blessedly free, so marvelously driven to God’s sweet nectar without fear’s burden that it cannot be had.
*Donna Seaman, Booklist
**Mary Oliver, The Singular and Cherished Life
*** Mary Oliver, Mysteries, Yes
© Amy Pierce and In Spiritual Wonder, 2014. Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written permission from this blog’s author and/or owner is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used, provided that full and clear credit is given to Amy Pierce and In Spiritual Wonder with appropriate and specific direction to the original content.